i was going to write this formally but i got a few hours of sleep over the course of 5 days, broken up over 2 nights. i already knew a lot of the meth sold in my area (north texas) wasn't actually meth. i try to order stuff online but i don't have a lot of money and the local stuff is cheap and faster to get. usually it isn't that harsh on my body. like, it's still a hard stimulant and i still get adverse effects, but i'm okay by the next day and the cravings aren't too bad. the last batch i got is a fucking nightmare drug. 20 dollar insanity. i still have about half the bag, which was a gram. i asked a couple people and they said it was probably an MD- compound. your guess is as good as mine but stay away from whatever this is.
i dosed 3 times over this 5 day span. twice on friday night, once on monday. the after effects shouldn't last this long. i think most of the cognitive decline is from sleep deprivation but even meth doesn't mess my sleep schedule up this bad. if i do meth on a friday night i can sleep by saturday and worst case scenario i get a full night's sleep by sunday. i can still function and act normally during that period, besides being a bit jumpy. if i dose meth on monday i get a good high, it gets me through the day, and i don't feel too shitty or act too "off" when i crash. with this new shit i dose orally, feel a mid ass high for maybe a couple hours (mostly physical effects), and then i can't sleep for the next 2 days and i turn retarded and insane simultaneously. i have responsibilities. i have to be out in public. people keep asking me if i'm okay. i'm still getting cravings but i'm trying to ignore them. i'm paranoid, can't articulate my ideas well, look tired/sick, make jerky movements, and while i'm stimmed one of my eyes gets bigger than the other so i literally look like the O _ o emoji. fuck that.
make sure the shit you're getting is ice if you live in a bad area. don't do bath salts i guess. i feel better because i got a little sleep last night but i feel so off. if you have advice or your own stories i'm happy to listen but this was more of a warning... a PSA of sorts
just for clarification: i bought this as meth. when i buy locally, occasionally it's real meth. usually it's another stimulant. i guess cathinones like 3CMC or 3MMC? i know MDPV and other "bath salts" are still cathinones but the ones i usually buy as meth feel "safer." the high feels less clean but the recovery period is faster than meth. i can sleep by saturday morning with the "meth" i usually buy. i sleep by saturday night with real meth. with this stuff i got a couple hours of sleep sunday night.
also bear in mind: bath salts act like meth and coke simultaneously and distort your reality. they're also like 10x as addictive and rot your brain even worse than both. here's some reading material if you're interested in the pharmacology, effects, etc:
pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov
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i dosed 3 times over this 5 day span. twice on friday night, once on monday. the after effects shouldn't last this long. i think most of the cognitive decline is from sleep deprivation but even meth doesn't mess my sleep schedule up this bad. if i do meth on a friday night i can sleep by saturday and worst case scenario i get a full night's sleep by sunday. i can still function and act normally during that period, besides being a bit jumpy. if i dose meth on monday i get a good high, it gets me through the day, and i don't feel too shitty or act too "off" when i crash. with this new shit i dose orally, feel a mid ass high for maybe a couple hours (mostly physical effects), and then i can't sleep for the next 2 days and i turn retarded and insane simultaneously. i have responsibilities. i have to be out in public. people keep asking me if i'm okay. i'm still getting cravings but i'm trying to ignore them. i'm paranoid, can't articulate my ideas well, look tired/sick, make jerky movements, and while i'm stimmed one of my eyes gets bigger than the other so i literally look like the O _ o emoji. fuck that.
make sure the shit you're getting is ice if you live in a bad area. don't do bath salts i guess. i feel better because i got a little sleep last night but i feel so off. if you have advice or your own stories i'm happy to listen but this was more of a warning... a PSA of sorts
just for clarification: i bought this as meth. when i buy locally, occasionally it's real meth. usually it's another stimulant. i guess cathinones like 3CMC or 3MMC? i know MDPV and other "bath salts" are still cathinones but the ones i usually buy as meth feel "safer." the high feels less clean but the recovery period is faster than meth. i can sleep by saturday morning with the "meth" i usually buy. i sleep by saturday night with real meth. with this stuff i got a couple hours of sleep sunday night.
also bear in mind: bath salts act like meth and coke simultaneously and distort your reality. they're also like 10x as addictive and rot your brain even worse than both. here's some reading material if you're interested in the pharmacology, effects, etc:
Mephedrone and Methylenedioxypyrovalerone (MDPV), Major Constituents of Bath Salts, Produce Opposite Effects at the Human Dopamine Transporter - PMC
Psychoactive ‘bath salts’ represents a relatively new drug of abuse combination that was placed in Schedule I in October 2011. Two common ingredients of ‘bath salts’ include the cathinone analogs: mephedrone and methylenedioxy-pyrovalerone (MDPV). ...
pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov
What Is MDPV: Effects, Dangers and Treatment
What is MDPV? A powerful synthetic stimulant often disguised as "bath salts." Learn its effects and risks in our comprehensive guide.
hopeharborwellness.com
Neuropharmacology of 3,4-Methylenedioxypyrovalerone (MDPV), Its Metabolites, and Related Analogs - PMC
3,4-Methylenedioxypyrovalerone (MDPV) is a psychoactive component of so-called bath salts products that has caused serious medical consequences in humans. In this chapter, we review the neuropharmacology of MDPV and related analogs, and supplement ...
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